Too Bright?

I was making the bed this morning, and the morning sun coming in through our bedroom window (which faces directly east) was intensely bright, causing me to squint, cringe, and shade my eyes. The thought instantly came to my mind that this is how I feel about God, right now. If I pray a little or read a little from a spiritual book, it's too bright for me. I have to stop after just a tiny taste. Interesting insight into why I have not gotten (back) into any prayer routine lately. Anyone ever feel this way?